february 16, 2025 - the unknown

picture this, for a long while. the sea breeze wafting through the air, intercepted by the visions of green lush and blue vast. descriptions of what has been and has not been, untouched by your prescence.

november 24, 2024 - i've seen the tv glow

it's been a long while since i've updated my blog.. and really it's me to blame. it's been a bit of a bumpy couple weeks, but not for any reason in particular. all i have to say is that i'm here now.

october 17th, 2024 - im not motivated

you know those days when just everything feels so hard to do? like the stuff you used to love the most just feels like a chore. i come back to this website every once...

october 2nd, 2024 - THE VOICES

i think i have brainworms because i am FIGHTING myself on whether or not i should just casually rewrite my entire website.

september 19th, 2024 - hobbies exchange

hi hi hello hi!! if you like the way i write i have some big news. i got an ao3 account!!!! i'll link my account...

september 13th, 2024 - whats new in my life

hiya!!!! my code editor was broken for a while but i'm back now and i'm going to start a course at school soon to learn javascript, i think? so expect mildly impressive things in the future as i'm learning. in other news...

september 3, 2024 - chat i need ideas

would it really be that surprising if i told you this was/is my biggest venture into programming i've ever done? probably not. what i have as of writing this is a...

august 22nd, 2024 - timeline of trans identity and eating issues

hey there! been a while. i want to talk about something more serious. trigger warnings for eating disorders, transphobia, dysphoria, and mental illness below, stay safe internet folk.

august 16th, 2024 - work is my enemy

there are some days that i am glad i picked up my job at the local fareway in my small town, but usually those are few and far between. if you weren't aware, the average minor isn't paid an awful lot for what they work. but working for $9.75 an hour is my best way to...